A world of isolated reactions!!

They say that it is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so deeply. I wonder if it is more of a blessing or a curse than feeling nothing at all in certain situations. I wonder if feeling is more human or not feeling makes me more human.

It’s like seeing a familiar face in a crowd and wondering if it is who you think it is. A familiar face. The laughs you once shared. Only to to find out that you suffer from shortsightedness. The person you thought was there was another person after all.

I like to think I am in control. I have control over my feelings. I have control over my reactions. I have control over my thoughts.

And then there comes a moment when you start second guessing yourself. Its like a rolling stone that does gather moss. The moment turns into hours, hours turn into days and days turn into weeks.

 

November thoughts

I didn’t post anything on my blog this weekend. A lot has been on my mind lately and I’m still trying to figure out some stuff. I am wondering if I should continue my blog and try to write one post a week or just opt for a blogging hiatus for a while.

I am pondering over these decisions while i can sense the vibrations of heavy machinery coming from the ground from some distance away. A lot of people are hard at work after midnight working day and night to build the road . Its one of the busiest roads in my city. Let’s get on with the blog post.